When you are in an open hetero relationship the truth is that the woman almost always gets more play than the dude. So, I'm going to have my first extra-relationship hookup since September next week - and, fuck, I'm nervous.

It's two days, one night in Paris. She's in a semi famous band and we are meeting after her last tour date before she flies back to America. She seems so fucking out of my league it's terrifying. But our fetishes match up perfectly and we've been flirting/sexting online for about year. And when I was a rock journalist I wrote about and met a lot people in her band's genre, so at least I can hold an intelligent conversation about her work/art.

I just hope I don't fuck it up in some way. It is driving me crazy!